should have it been just the way you are? was it just me.

now? my hair is so not long and so not that light. haha. i probably have some wrinkles and more pimples too. go me.

Best Friend(s). (sorry, I have more than 1)

Louise with her baby girl Kayla. I love you.

Silas...my male twin. ♥ always there for me.

The two greatest Envision girls ever. ♥ Veronica and Juliana

Next weekend, I’ll be going to NYC for Electric Zoo.

30 day blog challenge – Your idea of a perfect date

includes…

- Dim Sum

- Poutines

-Riding on a motorcycle along a scenic highway OR heli-boarding (if it’s warm or cold weather) haha

-stopping at a cafe to people watch

-a bloody red steak and grand mariner souffle

-glitter and sparkles.

Ok, I’m cheating because what I’m posting isn’t what I’m going to eat TODAY but rather yesterday. haha. I was just wayy too tired to post last night. Taken from my shitty ass Blackberry Pearl so apologies for the poor quality of the photos. It was DC Restaurant Week and this is at 2941 – a modern french place. yummm

OCTOPUS MILLE FEUILLE
citrus, spicy caper vinaigrette, crostini

LAMB SADDLE
ratatouille à ma façon, basil oil, rosemary jus

PEACHES & CREAM
vanilla genoise, white peach mousse, lemon thyme, Tahitian vanilla ice cream

this is me…I am too lazy to take a current picture but on any given day, that’s me. =P

My SUNDAY: it was my friend’s daugher’s two year old birthday!!!! Happy Birthday Kayla!!! <3 They’re filipino so I stuffed myself with massive amounts of food. There was lumpia (filipino spring rolls), pancit, bbq pork, steak, and rice. Our friend made a strawberry cake…delicious because I love strawberry cake and the recipe was from Germany!

My day was very relaxing, comforting, and VERY VERY filling. I stuffed my face and then proceeded to pass out on the couch. They took pictures of me passed out from food coma….so flattering. and then I lost like crazy on full tilt poker. go effing figure. Bad beats! *rawr*

Day 1 – A photo of yourself and a description of how your day was.
Day 2 – A photo of something you ate today.
Day 3 – Your idea of the perfect first date.
Day 4 – Your favorite photograph of your best friend.
Day 5 – A photo of yourself two years ago.
Day 6 – A photo of an animal you’d love to keep as a pet.
Day 7 – Your dream wedding.
Day 8 – A song to match your mood.
Day 9 – A photo of the item you last purchased.
Day 10 – A photo of our favorite place to eat.
Day 11 – What’s in your makeup bag?
Day 12 – A photograph of the town you live in.
Day 13 – Your favorite musician and why?
Day 14 – A TV show you’re currently addicted to.
Day 15 – Something you don’t leave the house without.
Day 16 – Your celebrity crush.
Day 17 – A photo of you and your family.
Day 18 – Something you crave a lot.
Day 19 – Another picture of yourself.
Day 20 – The meaning behind your blog name.
Day 21 – A photo of something that makes you happy.
Day 22 – A letter to someone who has hurt you recently.
Day 23 – 15 facts about you.
Day 24 – A photo of something that means a lot to you.
Day 25 – What’s in your purse?
Day 26 – A photo of somewhere you’ve been to.
Day 27 – A picture of you last year and now and how have you changed since then?
Day 28 – Your favorite movie.
Day 29 – Something you could never get tired of doing.
Day 30 – A photograph of youself today + three good things that have happened in the past 30 days

I am not going to be able to post everyday so this won’t be a 30 day challenge in a row…haha

 I want a love like, me thinking of you thinking of me, thinking of you type love, or me telling my friends more then I’ve ever admitted to myself about how I feel about you type love, or hating how jealous you are but loving how much you want me all to yourself type love, or seeing how your first name just sound so good next to my last name. I wanted to see how far I could go without calling you and I barley made it out of my garage.

I want a love that makes me wait until she falls asleep and then wonder if she’s dreaming about us being in love, type love, or who loves the other more, or what she’s doing at this exact moment, or slow dancing in the middle of our apartment to the music of our hearts, closing my eyes and imagining how love could hurt so much when she’s not there, shit, I know not where this love is headed type love.

Check this,

I want to post those little post-it notes all around the house, so she doesn’t forget how much I love her type love. And not having enough ink in my pen to write all the loves type love. And hope that I make her feel as good as she makes me feel and I wanna do with my friends, making fun of me, the way I made fun of them when they went through same kind of love type love. The only difference is, this is one of those real loves type loves. And just like high school, I want to spend hours on the phone without saying shit, and then fall asleep and wake up with her right next to me and smell her all up in my covers type love. I wanna try counting the ways I love her and lose count in the middle just so I would have to start all over again. I want to celebrate those one month anniversary’s even though they aren’t really anniversary’s, but doing it just because it makes her happy type love.

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I wanna fall in love with the melody the phone plays when her number is dialed in to her type love, and talk to you until I lose my breathe, she leaves me breathless, but with the expanding of my lungs, inhale all of her back into me. I want a love that makes me change my cell phone calling plan to something that allows me to talk to you longer, cause in all honesty, I want to avoid one of those high cell phone bill type loves. I want a love that makes me regret how small my hands are, I mean the lines on my palm don’t give me enough time to love as long as I’d like to type love. Wanna love that makes me stu-stu-stu-stutter just thinking about how strong this love is type love. I want a love that makes me cut off all my hair. Well, maybe not all my hair, maybe like I’ll cut the split ends and trim my mustache, but it will still be a symbol of how strong my love is for her.

I kind of feel comfortable now, I’ll even be fantasizing about walking out in a green light, just dying to get hit by a car, just so I could lose my memory, get transported to some third world country just to get treated and some how meet up with you again, so I could fall in love in a different language and see if it still feels the same type love. I want a love that is unexplainable as she is….

Source: This Type Love by Shihan

- RESTAURANT WEEK DC is back for summer 2010!!! (Line ups have included new and old places such as Ruth’s Chris, 2941, TenPenh, La Chaumerie, Zentan, and Bezu!) A lot of places are extending their RW specials as well so you may see more entries on food, restaurants, etc.

- “The DJ’s got us falling in love again”- Usher. such a great song to drive to, dance to, or just simply jam to while you’re working with your earphones in.

- MY CAR!!!!!!!! I am in LOVE LOVE LOVE. my beautiful 2011 red BMW 135i fully loaded. rawrrrr. so effing sexy! I *know* I know I have to post pictures.

-Mystic Medusa. Her horoscopes are awesome. I actually PAY for this subscription.  don’t believe everything but it’s very entertaining and her writing is so witty and fun to read.